Yeah, the economy really sux right now. A lot of people are being laid off. I can't imagine how the retail world is doing. Just don't give up. Something will come along.

I'm sorry things have been hard for you guys. All these little things (which seem big right now) will only make you guys stronger.

*hugs*

Hey... Sounds like you guys deserve your vacation :)

Good to hear that all things considered your ok.

I'm so glad that you are there. Are you guys gonna get an apartment or are you gonna stay in the hotel? Good that you have a job. That'll keep you busy while Erin is at work!

lmfao, I cracked up when I read your comment and you asked if Cody was gay,
my friend and I were just joking about how I should  hate cody for trying
to steal my guy =P ..and then I read your comment lmao
I don't want to make him chose between me and Cody, I don't want to f***
up their friendship, I know how much fun they have together lol
What gets me though is Cody talks all this sh*t about me and he doesn't
even f***ing know me lol He's such a little bitch..he only talked sh*t to
my face once and all I said back was "I'm not going to talk sh*t, I don't even
know you" and he, being the little bitch he is, just left lol
and peanut butter is seriously good for you? woah.. lol

Hippy Crack rofl, that's a badass nickname =P
That's sweet you got to go to his concert, sounds like you had an
awesome time. That's funny about all those guys that tried to pick
you up, I guess you can't help being a super mega hottie haha

That's so awesome you're moving to New Mexico!!!!! XD
I hope you guys love it =D

I'm so happy for you- moving in with Erin. How exciting!

sounds great!!! exitedd for you(:

well, no i havnt told him.. hes kinda going out with a reallyyyy good friend of mine... but ohhh i wish i could(:

yet i wish i could STOP likeing him, because he IS going out with a really good friend of mine.

lol

thanks for the running advice also(:

It sounds like you had fun...those days are always cool.

Thanks for commenting in my diary. A lot of my entries are gory. I think that it represents real life and that's what my diary is about. Real life, without the sex. I get in trouble for that, on this site, unless I'm private...

Thanks for the comment on my entry. LOL! My brother never believed me when I said I would shave my head bald some day. But I showed him! HA! HAHAHAHAHA!

OMG! You're a lesbian? Me too me too! Well, actually, I'm bi, but I like girls more!

RYN: Yeah, I heard of weed actually HELPING bipolar folks... crazy! It makes me WORSE though. I take Lithium, Abilify, and Topamax. I've been on over 20 meds in the past... What did you used to take before you started using? Thanks for the comment BTW. Oh, and I usually keep my diary as semi-private, so I added you to my favs. Take care,

- Chris

Best of luck to you!!  It's cool how you two are committed now and maybe a change of scenery will do you both good.  :)  Anyways good luck and thanks for commenting my diary.

Thanks!

I really hope that your plan works out!

[BeingMe997]

Thats awesome 20something! (and I can't believe I actually typed "awesome" lol I'm showing my age) I love my g/f and I'm ready to commit, but she's not. I struggle with this at times, but in the end I just appreciate her love and companionship. Good luck with the move! ~Gail

That's cute that your girlfriend surpriesed you lol
You have a really good best friend if she's willing to call out your girlfriend,
especially in a nice way. If I had to do that for one of my best friends I don't
think I could be nice haha I hope Erin realizes what she has, and starts treating
you the way you should be treated. After being called out, I bet she will lol

I'm sorry about your girlfriends mother, and I'm sorry that you can't be there for her
I know it must be really hard on you both =[

"The doors keep closing, but I'll always be right by your side to help open that window"

I really do love that quote lol

thanks but I'm really happy with my feonce/husband i mean really i truely love him we just needed some time apart and growing up to do and now that it's done and over with we realized we can't live with out each other and thank you alot!! But he's the sweetest man alive he's the greatest and I'm actually happy I'm gettin married to him I wouldn't want it any other way to be honest I love him with all my heart and that's how It'll always stay but it's late and I should be getting some rest I have some more planning to do for the wedding so yeah It's crazy just 3 months away but yeah this is it well i'll keep everything updated on mdd and show off the pictures of him and me and him when we get some more of each other but thanks alot beki sweet dreams

All I have to say is...

Go to her. Find a way and be there for her.

It doesnt matter how mean her mother was, its never easy. She needs you and will really appreciate you being there.

Go!

Thanks for the advice.  My friend had always gotten jealous of the people I date.  With my first boyfriend she tried to get all in my business and be his best friend.  I know she liked him, but he was mine.  The same thing happened with my neighbor..he told her to her face that he liked me and not her and she still asked him out several times.  Another thing is when I introduced her to some of my other friends all of a sudden they were her best friends too even though they can't stand her.  I feel bad but she shoudn't try to be all over the place like that.  She won't even let me kick it with her and her friends sometimes.  I know she's jealous, but she needs to get over it.  It's not like I'm gonna steal her friends.   

Also,  I think you should do it.  From what you wrote it sounds perfect!  The only thing you would be leaving is your friend, but you can call, write, email, text, visit, all that good stuff.  It's not the end when someone moves, and she should be happy for you.  I'm sure it'll be hard at first, but if you two are really close you won't lose touch.  :)

people do take the GED test to get out of school haha
It's just like getting your High School Diploma.
I'm taking it so I can get into Community College..hopefully lol

That's so awesome you have a chance to move, the house sounds
awesome. If you think it's right, if everything feels right,
go for it XD It sounds like a good opportunity with all the
jobs avaliable and everything. If you don't like it, or it
doesn't work out, you could always move back, right?

thanks for your comment. :) and yes, i did wrote that song.

and i love front porches too. ^_^ they add a nice touch to a house. sorry to hear you had to move to a city.

Thanks for your comment again. ^_^

Pot is good... haha I love this sh*t!

Glad to hear you managed to track Tami down. Friends are the family YOU choose.

I'm on the fence on this one. Part of me wants to respect your choice, love is love, you cant control that. But on the other hand, the whole "working on it" thing, I dunno. Give it time, it may only last a short time (for your sake I hope she means it). Another thing, yes you may love her, you may believe she is the one. But you need to look inside yourself and ask if those moments of happiness are worth the bad moments. As gay (excuse the pun) as it sounds, a pro's and con's list always works wonders. In any case, full support whichever way you go. Good luck and chin up!

PS. Make up sex is the BEST!

Hmm. I can understand the concern of Jig, but it's good that you try to end things and you got stuff moving. And hopefully stuff will fix itself and what not. Just keep in mind if she pulls anything like that again time to cut loose. And you've always looked cute when angry as well, I can't find too many bad things about you, and it should stay that way =P

Dana was always my favorite too! From the get go.. I sure do miss her character on the show..

-Lisa

Thank you for your kind words.  I see we're kinda in the same boat..

And in a lot of ways.. I totally relate to the things you are feeling right now..

But before I make an assumption, I'm going to start at your diary, from the beginning..

-Lisa

thank you hunxxxxx

I'll add you too and thanks 4 the advice(i just wish i could follow it.)

Thank you for the comment. Yeah i agree haha.

About Your Diary thingy;

Dont worry about your ex. She doesnt deserve you anyways. I bet your awesome person and i bet she'd hate to lose you but hey its her fault. You dont really need her you will find someone much better.Seeing your ex treating you isnt right AT all. BUt hey you will find someone much better than her.

-Mucho Lovezz RebelxAshmo

I'm about to sound very werid but I enjoyed you comment very much. So i was just reading through other peoples entrys, and i read though this one and i felt like it made a lot of sense. And i was going to just leave a comment saying to keep being strong, when i decided to go back and re-comment people who had commented on my entry, and then i connected you to leaving me a comment.

hope that didn't sound too werid, but I do understand those feelings, and it's hard to stop, and probley no one every does just stop, they just move on to other ways they hurt themselves.  And it's good that you are coming to an end!

I think cutting has become a trend.  There are so many kids in highschool walking around with lines up their arms showing it off. 

I like your quote at the end "No one will save you from yourself, only you have the power to do so."